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The sprawling lawn of the Kapoor estate was alive with the chaotic, vibrant energy of pre-wedding festivities, but under the shade of the grand frangipani trees, a quieter domestic rhythm played out. Shivanya sat cross-legged on a plush velvet divan, surrounded by a gaggle of her older female cousins and their energetic toddlers. Despite the heavy sorrow lingering in her chest, her natural warmth took over. She carefully spooned kheer into the mouth of a toddler who was squirming restlessly, wiping away a stray smudge of milk from his chin with the corner of her soft cotton dupatta.

"Bua! Mujhe bhi chahiye!" another small voice chimed in, tugging at her skirt.

To some, she was bua; to others, she was maasi. In this massive, multi-generational fortress of patriarchy, her primary utility had always been nurturing everyone else while her own ambitions were systematically starved.

"You'll be such a wonderful mother, Shivi. Look at how naturally this comes to you," one of her older female cousins remarked, offering a fond, affectionate smile as she watched Shivanya juggle two children at once.

Shivanya just offered a hollow, bittersweet smile, her eyes briefly glazing over. Before she could form a reply, a small boy sprinted across the lawn, his small kurta fluttering behind him. "Mummy, papa is asking for his wallet! Woh study table par bhool gaye the!"

"Accha, main aati hoon," the cousin sighed good-naturedly, picking herself up from the cushions.

As she hurried away, the remaining women on the divan shook their heads, a chorus of half-mocking, half-resigned laughs rippling through the group.

"Sach mein, kuch nahi kar pate ye pati log humare bina," one of them muttered, adjusting her heavy gold bangles. "Ek choti si cheez ke liye bhi hamari zaroorat padti hai."

Another cousin chuckled drily, leaning back against the bolsters. "Kya baat kar rahi ho? Bahar kitni bhi badi-badi companies sambhalte hon, kitne bhi bade posts par bethe hon... ghar aakar inka bachha ban jana padta hai. Aur khud ghar ke chhote-mote kaam karne se toh inki shaan ghat jati hai."

Shivanya kept her gaze fixed on the intricate patterns of the silver spoon in her hand, saying nothing. She didn't have the heart—or the voice—to point out that whether they were running corporations or helpless at home, the men in their family held all the cards, and the women were merely decorative anchors meant to keep the household running smoothly.

"Shivanya! Advay bula rahe hain tumhein andar," a sharp, melodic voice cut through the chatter. It was Priyasha, Advay's high-society girlfriend, who stood a few feet away, her designer sunglasses perched on her head as she scrolled through her phone.

Shivanya blinked, startled out of her thoughts. "Aa rahi hoon," she murmured softly, gently untangling a toddler from her dupatta, and stood up, dusting off her pastel suit.

She walked through the grand double doors, the cool blast of the central air conditioning hitting her warm skin as she navigated the familiar, intimidating corridors of the mansion. Pushing open the heavy oak door to Advay's private suite, she stepped inside—and froze dead in her tracks.

The room was unusually crowded. It wasn't just Advay and Adrijay sitting in the plush leather armchairs; her parents, Ashlok and Anamika, were present too. Seated on the designer sofa were Meera and her parents, alongside Meera's elder brother, Eshanth. But what made Shivanya's breath hitch were the unfamiliar faces: Anika, Ishanth's fiercely composed fiancée, accompanied by Kritagya, the middle brother of the Rathore dynasty, and towering above them all, a man whose dark, magnetic aura instantly sucked all the oxygen out of the room—Abhimaan Singh Rathore.

Seeing such a gathering of patriarchs and high-power figures inside a private bedroom completely overwhelmed her. For a second, a wave of panic threatened to buckle her knees, but old conditioning kicked in. Forcing a trembling, obedient smile to her lips, she stepped forward and bent down to touch the feet of the elders—Meera's parents and Eshanth. But as she moved to touch the feet of Anamika and Kritagya, both of them politely stepped back, stopping her with a gentle gesture.

Confused and intimidated, Shivanya retreated backward, silently slipping over to stand right beside Priyasha near the corner of the mahogany bookcase.

"Apne bulaya, bhaiya?" Shivanya asked softly, her voice barely audible over the faint hum of the air conditioner, her eyes darting nervously toward Advay.

Ashlok Kapoor cleared his throat, standing up to take control of the room. His stern, unyielding face softened into a strange, paternal mask that didn't quite reach his cold eyes. He stepped closer to Shivanya, placing a heavy, possessive hand on her shoulder.

"Your marriage is fixed with Abhimaan, beta," Ashlok said gently, the words dropping like a guillotine in the silent room.

Shivanya's blood ran cold. The earth seemed to vanish beneath her feet. "I know it's a bit rushed, and things are moving fast," Ashlok continued, completely misinterpreting her wide, terrified eyes, "but Abhimaan is a man of immense honor and stature. We wanted to inform you personally so you have time to mentally prepare yourself for this blessing."

Shock rippled through her veins, sharp and suffocating. Her mind scrambled, desperate to process the nightmare unfolding before her.

"P... papa? B... bhai?" she stammered, her voice cracking as she looked wildly from her father to Adrijay and Advay, pleading for someone to tell her this was a cruel joke. "Aap log... yeh kya keh rahe hain?"

Before any of her brothers could issue their usual cold warnings, a deep, resonant voice cut through the room, silencing every heartbeat.

"I'd like some moments with my fiancée alone," Abhimaan said. It wasn't a request; it was an absolute decree issued by a man accustomed to the world bowing to his every whim.

Panic surged through Shivanya with blinding intensity. Looking across the room, she saw the sheer, unbridled power radiating from Abhimaan—a trillionaire mafia businessman whose very name carried weight that made even the Kapoor men look tame. Her survival instincts screamed in terror. Without a second thought, she reached out blindly and gripped Advay's palm in a desperate, white-knuckled hold, her eyes silently begging him not to leave her alone with this terrifying stranger. Please don't do this, her look screamed. Save me.

Advay looked down at her small, trembling hand clinging to his. For a fraction of a second, a flicker of something unreadable crossed his dark eyes. But the Kapoor code of absolute hierarchy and alliance superseded all else. With a cold, impassive expression, Advay slowly patted the back of her hand—not in comfort, but in dismissal—and gently pried her fingers away from his palm, stepping back out of her reach.

The distance widened between them in agonizing slow motion.

The rest of the family quietly began filing out of the room, leaving behind a suffocating, heavy silence. The door clicked shut with a final, echoing thud.

Now, it was only Shivanya and Abhimaan.

Shivanya sat quietly, her small frame rigid against the edge of the velvet armchair, deliberately keeping her gaze averted toward the heavy silk curtains fluttering by the French windows. The silence in the room felt heavy, suffocating under the weight of his overwhelming presence. She could feel the heat radiating from him as he shifted, closing the physical distance between them with slow, deliberate steps until the subtle scent of expensive cedarwood and dark tobacco enveloped her senses.

Abhimaan sat closer to her, his massive frame dwarfing the delicate furniture. He didn't speak immediately, letting the oppressive tension stretch until it hummed in the air.

"You want to study?" he asked softly, his deep, resonant voice cutting through the quiet with a startling gentleness that felt entirely out of place for a man of his ruthless reputation.

Shivanya snapped her head up, her wide, tear-rimmed eyes locking onto his for a fraction of a second before dropping back down in sheer panic. The instinct to survive, beaten into her by years of patriarchal conditioning, made her instantly deny the one thing she craved more than air.

"N... no," she whispered, her voice trembling so violently that the syllable barely reached the space between them.

Abhimaan let out a low, dark chuckle, a sound that held no genuine amusement but rather a knowing, analytical edge. "I know you do," he said, leaning in slightly, his sharp gaze tracing the faint, fading outline of the bruise still visible on her cheek. "I know how desperately you want those books, those classrooms, a life outside these gilded walls where your mind is actually allowed to breathe."

Shivanya swallowed hard, biting her lower lip until it turned white, refusing to let him strip away what little dignity she had left. She turned her face away, staring blankly at the ornate floral patterns of the Persian rug.

"If you marry me willingly," Abhimaan continued, his tone shifting into something dangerously persuasive, "I'll let you study. I'll build a library for you, or send you to the finest universities in the world. On my name, you can have your degree."

A bitter, broken sob caught in her throat. She had heard too many false promises, too many traps disguised as bargains by the men in her family. Her trust had been systematically murdered.

"P... please do not l... lie to me," she begged, fresh tears spilling over her lashes, tracking hot paths down her pale cheeks as her shoulders shook. "Don't dangle things you'll never give me just to make compliance easier."

Abhimaan laughed softly, leaning back against the cushions, though his dark eyes never left her face. "You got me," he murmured, a dangerous, handsome smirk playing at the corner of his lips. "I won't lie to you, Shivanya. The Kapoor family has already signed the papers, and whether you nod or weep at the altar, you are walking into my world next month. But I promise you this—I'll provide you all the luxuries, all the protection, and all the care that a queen deserves. You will never have to bow your head to anyone under my roof."

"I'm... I'm only 18," she cried out, the sheer youth of her years crashing against the brutal reality of her situation. "P... please, they won't listen to me. My father, my brothers... they treat me like property. If you say no, the alliance breaks. Please, have mercy on me."

"Don't cry," he said softly, his voice dropping an octave as he reached out, his large, calloused thumb hovering just inches from her cheek, though he stopped before touching her, sensing the way she flinched away from his hand like a mistreated animal.

Shivanya wiped her wet face with the back of her trembling hand, a sudden, desperate fire flickering amidst the overwhelming ash of her despair. She looked straight into his cold, calculating eyes, her voice dropping to a fierce, ragged whisper that carried absolute, unwavering resolve.

"I'll run away," she whispered with fierce dedication, the words tumbling out of her before fear could lock her jaw. "I don't care about your wealth, your mansions, or your power. I will find a way out of this city, out of this country. I will disappear."

Abhimaan didn't look angry. Instead, a strange, dark flash of respect—or perhaps morbid amusement—crossed his striking features. He tilted his head, studying her with an intensity that could melt steel.

"Try, little bird," he said quietly, his voice a chilling blend of warning and fascination. "Try and succeed. Because if you manage to slip through my security, run as far as your legs can carry you... because if anyone else catches you, Shivanya, they will kill you for bringing shame to two mafia-linked empires."

He leaned closer, his breath ghosting over her ear as his tone turned razor-sharp.

"And if I do get you back," Abhimaan whispered, his voice dark and absolute, "I won't be this kind, and I won't be compromising. There will be no talk of studies, no gentle bargains. You will learn the hard way what it means to belong to me."

The heavy wooden door clicked shut with a final, echoing thud as Abhimaan's towering silhouette vanished down the corridor, leaving behind an atmosphere thick with the lingering scent of danger and suffocating dread. The moment the lock turned and she was certain he was gone, the fragile dam inside Shivanya shattered completely.

She collapsed hard against the plush velvet cushions, curling into a tight, shivering ball as a storm of violent, gut-wrenching sobs tore through her chest. Her throat burned, her vision blurred into a dizzying smear of gold and crimson decor, and every breath felt like inhaling crushed glass.

The sound of quick, purposeful footsteps preceded the door swinging open again. Advay and Adrijay walked in, their faces carved from the usual stone of unyielding authority, expecting the quiet, trembling compliance they had engineered since her childhood.

"Leave me alone!" Shivanya wailed, her voice cracking violently as she scrambled backward, pressing her back against the cold wooden panels of the bookshelf. "I hate you all! I hate you! I hate this house!"

She yelled. For the very first time in her eighteen years of breathing, she yelled. The pent-up agony of a lifetime spent in a golden cage, starved of freedom, dignity, and a future, erupted in a raw, primal scream that shook the quiet of the suite.

"Shivanya!" Advay yelled back, his instinctual control snapping as he took a sharp step forward, his jaw clenching in disbelief that she dared raise her voice in his presence.

"Mar gayi Shivanya! Aapki behn mar chuki hai usi din jab aapne uske armaanon ka gala ghota!" she screamed, her fingernails digging deep into her own palms until the skin whitened, her face flushed red with tears and incandescent fury.

Advay froze mid-stride, his hand instinctively reaching out to grab Adrijay's forearm, anchoring his older brother in sheer shock.

"Shivanya, listen to me, stop this nonsense right now—" Advay started, his voice hardening.

"After you decline my wedding to that monster, I will—" she sobbed hysterically, cutting him off, her whole body shaking like a leaf in a tempest.

"He's a nice man, Shivanya. You don't understand the world outside," Advay said, trying to force a calm, paternal tone that sounded entirely hollow.

"I'm eighteen! Just eighteen!" she shrieked, the injustice of her age tearing through her words like a jagged blade. "Aap log jab meri umar ke the, tab ghode daudate the, boardrooms mein baithte the! Aur main? Main ek bikau cheez hoon? I hate you! I mean it! God, I mean it! I hate you both!" she yelled, her voice echoing off the high, chandeliered ceiling.

"Lower your voice, baby," Advay said, taking another step forward, his voice dropping into that chilling, manufactured sweetness that always preceded a punishment.

"You cancel my marriage first! You cancel it!" she yelled, lunging forward with a desperate, suicidal defiance.

"Lower your voice," he repeated, his eyes darkening.

"I won't! You selfish, ruthless men! You monsters!" she screamed at the top of her lungs.

SLAP.

The crack of skin meeting skin reverberated through the silent room like a gunshot. The force of the blow knocked Shivanya's head sharply to the side, sending her stumbling into the edge of the mahogany desk before she slid down, landing hard on the Persian rug.

Even Adrijay gasped in surprise, his eyes widening as he stared at Advay's outstretched hand.

Shivanya didn't cry out this time. She didn't scream. She just went completely, terrifyingly numb. Her ears rang with a deafening pitch, and she stared blankly at the intricate floral pattern of the carpet, the world spinning away from her into a cold, grey void.

"Sane enough to listen now?" Advay asked, his breathing slightly elevated, though his face remained a mask of ruthless control.

She didn't respond. She couldn't. Her body felt hollow, her spirit crushed into fine, unrecoverable powder.

Advay knelt down slightly, invading her space, his voice softening into an eerie, sickening gentleness. "Now... listen to me. He's a nice man, a strong man. He'll protect you, he'll love you, trust me Shivi," he murmured, his hand reaching out to cup her face. "He's Eshanth's fiancée's eldest brother. He runs empires, Shivanya. He'll keep you happy, I promise." He gently caressed her bruised cheek, wiping away a stray tear with his thumb as if he hadn't just struck her seconds ago.

She didn't say a single word. Her eyes were dead, fixed on a single speck of dust on the floor.

"We're not marrying you to him today, baby. It's after bhai's wedding. Next month," Advay continued, trying to bargain with her silence. "Tell you what? You wanted to go to cafes with your friends, right? I'll take you myself after bhai's wedding, hmm? You wanted to visit the mall alone? I'll arrange private security, I'll arrange that too," he offered, his voice cracking ever so slightly. "I don't want my sister sad, you know that," he said, his own eyes suddenly swimming with unshed, hypocritical tears.

Still, she wasn't responding. She looked like a ghost draped in rich silk.

"You're selling me... for what?" she murmured, her voice a dry, rasping whisper that barely carried across the room. "Ports? For political power? For another corporate merger?" She looked up slowly, her empty eyes piercing right through him. "Don't you have that already? Why me? Why do you keep destroying my life when you already own the world?"

Adrijay finally stepped in, breaking his silence. He dropped to his knees beside her and pulled her rigid, trembling body into a tight, suffocating hug, pressing her head against his chest.

"That's nonsense, Shivi," Adrijay muttered, his voice thick with a mixture of guilt and absolute, unyielding denial. "We aren't selling you. He's a powerful man, yes, but he's a nice man, and he'll keep you happy. You'll live like a queen."

Shivanya simply stared past his shoulder at nothingness, her mind entirely blank.

"Besides," Adrijay whispered, grasping at straws to justify the unpardonable sin they were committing, "his sister studies abroad. He's... he's far more progressive than us. He won't stop you from doing what you want." It was a blatant, desperate lie, and they both knew it.

The hypocrisy of it all snapped the last remaining thread of her sanity.

"I asked you to study, you denied me," she cried out, her voice breaking into a dry, agonizing sob as she pushed against Adrijay's chest with all her remaining strength, breaking free from his embrace. "I begged you, and you said no. I accepted it, I tried to move on. Now I'm asking you to cancel this wedding to a stranger, and you're denying me again!" She scrambled to her feet, backing away from them as if they were plague-ridden. "Why? Why do you all hate me so much? What did I ever do to deserve this living hell?"

At that exact moment, the heavy oak door swung open wide.

Anamika entered the suite, stepping gracefully across the threshold with a delicate silver bowl of silver-foiled motichoor ladoos balanced in her hands, her face lit up with the bright, oblivious smile of a mother conditioned to celebrate her daughters' systemic auctioning.

"Arey Shivanya, tu yahan aur ro kyun rahi hai? Chal beta, muh meetha kar, teri shadi ki baat jo pakki ho gayi hai!" Anamika said happily, bustling forward with the sweets. "Itna bada ghar mila hai tujhe, kitni khush naseeb hai tu—"

Shivanya didn't let her finish. She looked at her mother—the woman who had watched her abused, silenced, and sold without shedding a single tear of defense—and felt a chilling wave of revulsion wash over her.

"Itni hi badi bojh lagti hoon main aap sabko... toh doli nahi, meri arthi uthwa do na yahan se!" Shivanya screamed, her voice echoing with a dark, haunting finality. "Kam se kam tab toh yeh tamasha khatam ho jayega!"

Without waiting for a reply, she shoved past her mother, sending a few sweets spilling onto the floor, and bolted out of the room, running down the grand corridor as fast as her legs could carry her.

Anamika stood frozen near the center of the room, the silver bowl trembling in her hands, her face draining of all color as utter confusion and shock took root in her eyes. She looked from Adrijay to Advay, completely unable to comprehend the disaster that had just unfolded.

Advay slowly stood up from the floor, his jaw tight, his chest heaving with a suffocating mix of residual anger and bitter, festering guilt. He ran a hand through his hair, staring down at the fallen sweets on the floor before scoffing in pure, unadulterated disgust at the system they were all trapped in.

"Athrah saal ki bacchi ki shaadi karva rahe hain aap dono," Advay muttered darkly, his voice laced with a venomous self-loathing he would never admit aloud, "aur fir umeed rakh rahe hain ki woh khush ho kar nachegi."

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Never had tiramisu , nor drank monster . It's something I would I love purchase from my own money tbh . I'm not poor . I have strict parents nothing else . I walk almost 4km daily for school and coaching. I don't even have 20 rupees lol . I'm not begging but I'd use your love in monetary form with a lot of love 😭🫶

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